verse
And half the time, I want to go home
And half the time, I want to go home
For the past year, I've been living in a town
That gets a lot of tourists in the summer months
They come and they stay for a couple days
But, hey, I'm living here every day
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I find it harder to speak
When someone else is listening
In the back of a medicine cabinet
You can find your life story and the future in the side effects
I haven't played guitar in months, my strings all broke
pre-chorus
They got a portrait by Van Gogh on the Wikipedia page
For 'clinical depression', well, it helps to describe it
Yeah, it helps to describe it, yeah, it helps to describe it
Yeah, it helps to describe it, yeah, it helps to describe it
chorus
I don't have the strength (I don't have the time)
I poured myself a drink (I told myself a lie)
You know I've worried (you know I've tried)
Don't you know I'm not strong? (Don't you know I'm not kind?)
Someone's getting lucky (someone's calling the cops)
Someone takes me away (someone, make it all stop)
I had a bright tomorrow (I spent it all today)
Now, I am silent at last, now, I have nothing to say
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I find it easier to sleep (and half the time, I want to go home)
When I'm not holding the noise machine (and half the time, I want to go home)
And half the time, I'm like this
chorus
(Don't you know I'm not kind?)
(Someone's calling the cops)
(Someone, make it all stop)
(Now, I have nothing to say)
chorus
I don't have the strength (I don't have the time)
I poured myself a drink (I told myself a lie)
You know I've worried (you know I've tried)
Don't you know I'm not strong? (Don't you know I'm not kind?)
Someone's getting lucky (someone's calling the cops)
Someone takes me away (someone makes it all stop)
I had a bright tomorrow (I spent it all today)
Now, I am silent at last, now, I have nothing to say