What am I supposed to do?
What are they going to say?
If they only really knew?
When I′m telling you I'm on the row
Everytime I say when I want this pain
If you bring this gift to me
And it sentences me eternally
But I wanna leave this place of reasoning
Would I ever hear my inner most fears
Break open inside my head
Heaven is a universe, but so is hell
When god cast me from the heavens I vowed
One day I would become more powerful than he
So I take his strength one hundred fold
With life I destroy, I strike down one more piece of heaven
My place of insanity, will it rescue me?
I don't want to see what you′ve done to me
If I ask you why, would you tell a lie?
Until I find what's been broken inside my head?
What am I supposed to do?
What are they going to say?
If they only really knew, can you hear me now?
What I′m telling you 'i'm on the row
Everytime I say when i want this pain
If you bring this gift to me
Then it sentences me eternally
But I wanna leave this place of reasoning
Will I ever hear my inner most fear?.