verse
My brain is a god awful place
Where I take these things the world gives me
And I change them into something they're not
It's a cage like studio apartment
With two windows to Babylon and perfect acoustics
And you can hear the distant sound of sirens
That everyone finds unsettling
But I find more discomfort in silence like
Nobody can save me from myself
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I'm a convict in my own brain cell
And imprisonment of negative thought that I've brought upon myself with nothing to do but
Peel my skin from front to back
And crack my fucking skull in half
Just so that you could believe me that
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Some black holes stay black
And some dark souls stay dark
And everyone casts a shadow
And every shadow has a start
And it's where the body ends
And it's there when the body expires
Burn in the wicked wickedness
Until it runs out of fire
Even if you don't believe in it
verse
You could try to summon the demons from inside of me
But I preform my own exorcist
When I was possessed and paralyzed
By your paraphrased gospel lines
I already tried to commit suicide
So I consider this my afterlife
And I fall from the grace of God tower twice
Just so you could watch me die
I lay on cracked pavement
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But I always wake up from those little death daydreams
By the alarm of the ambulance
Disrupting the ambiance of the deceased
I'm losing recollection of what is and isn't imaginary
And if it's real in my head
Because it feels as real as low the bow for love
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And when the future devolves into the past
When everything you've every had is stolen
And your left swollen and trapped in the entombment of your own skull
Left to overthink, sink and soak
In the hole you fall deeper and deeper
And as you acknowledge its control
By how faith can be a tool to taunt
Like a guardian angel that only haunts the life that's locked in his thoughts