ME IN A MILLION LYRICS

1. The Rest Is Silence

(I'm beggin' to be heard)

Endless falling on deaf ears
Day after day
And all I'm trying to do
Is to be heard
Why don't you hear me out?
At least you should give it a try
Or am I speechless?
Is it really my fault
That you just refuse to listen to me?

[Chorus:]
I'm beggin' to be heard
Out, but you never listen
Though it's not
Supposed to be like that
But the unheard words I said
Are still locked inside my head
Searching for a sympathetic ear

By ignoring all of them
Stubborn as a mule
And you will never make them
Meaningless
(And still)

All I get is ignorance
Do I really deserve this?
Or is it just a bad thing nowadays
To seek happiness

Cause it's only the things that I say
The problems I bring up
You just don't wanna grapple with
It's much easier than
Taking over responsibility

[Chorus:]
I'm beggin' to be heard
Out, but you never listen
Though it's not
Supposed to be like that
But the unheard words I said
Are still locked inside my head
Searching for a sympathetic ear

Still I'm falling on deaf ears
Day after day
And all I'm trying to do
Is to be heard
Why don't you hear me out
At least you should give it a try
(Psst, silence)
Is it really my fault
That you just refuse to listen to me?

All you care about is you
You don't listen to me
All you care about is you
I'm sick of this shit

You piece of shit

2. Panik

Is it the choices that we make?
Or is it just our abilities
That make us who we are?
That make us who the fuck we are
Though you might despise me
I am the one who shoulders the blame

[Chorus:]
For countless times we tried
The countless times we kept on
Eluding what is right
Gave us a hard time
And finally forced me to decide
We are searching for solutions
Where nothing can be found at all
Through those rose-tinted glasses
That made us see a lie

This is what we get from being naive
All the effort we spent
Is gone with the wind
Eeyo
There's no point in proceeding
No light at the end
No point in proceeding
No fight for the end

[Chorus:]
For countless times we tried
The countless times we kept on
Eluding what is right
Gave us a hard time
And finally forced me to decide
We are searching for solutions
Where nothing can be found at all
Through those rose-tinted glasses
That made us see a lie

And we're finally at the point again
Where this is slipping through our hands
So hard I try

[Chorus:]
For countless times we tried
The countless times we kept on
Eluding what is right
Gave us a hard time
And finally forced me to decide

Panik

It's the choices that we make
Not our abilities

3. Get Real Or Die Tryin'

[Chorus:]
I'm tryin'
I'm tryin' to get done again
I'm tryin'
But it's not as easy
As it seemed to be

Maybe it's time to get off the stick
Get your shit straight
Or it's over, that's it
Push yourself to the limit and
Don't just force to lose the day

Are you condemned to failure?

Are you condemned to failure or
Born to be great
Are you the chosen one
Or are you just another fake
Are you just another fake?

[Chorus:]
I'm tryin'
I'm tryin' to get done again
I'm tryin'
But it's not as easy
As it seemed to be

It's not as easy
As it seemed to be

What you wish to kindle in others
Must burn within yourself

So show me what you're made of
And don't start to panic
Show me what you're made of
Dedigitate

You still can sort out the mess
Dedigitate

[Chorus 2x:]
I'm tryin'
I'm tryin' to get done again
I'm tryin'
But it's not as easy
As it seemed to be

4. Wide Awake

Wake me up right now
Tell me it's not a dream
I want to believe
But it still feels unreal to me
I can't describe what it is
But it's stuck in my head
Like a record on repeat
That's too good to be true
And not longer just about me and you

[Chorus:]
Some things are so unreal
They're gonna hit you like a hurricane
(Hit you like a hurricane)
Not on your mind
They've been there all the time
They just used to be kept concealed
So never let your fears
Become your entity
Don't let them tell you to believe
That none of your dreams exist
That none of your dreams exist
That none of your dreams exist

Breathe
Collect yourself
Realize it's the truth
And you're wide awake
Face the fact
It's the next step you gotta take
You can be all that you wanted to be
So be what you want to be

[Chorus:]
Some things are so unreal
They're gonna hit you like a hurricane
(Hit you like a hurricane)
Not on your mind
They've been there all the time
They just used to be kept concealed
So never let your fears
Become your entity
Don't let them tell you to believe
That none of your dreams exist
That none of your dreams exist
That none of your dreams exist

They say hard work pays off
Which is how it's supposed to be
Right now I am about to overcome my fears
Remove the doubts that kept me down
I break these chains
I'm finally free
I'll never lose faith again
Never lose faith in myself

I used to hold so much doubt
That I thought I would never get out
My insecurities got the best of me
And I think I finally figured it out
Cause when the future seems uncertain
And your dreams you want to desert them
Believe in yourself
Hold your head up tall
Cause giving up now's the only way you'll fall

I won't feel unconfident
Never again
I'm so over it
I won't feel unconfident

5. The Warning

Every now and then,
You wake up and you know that you gotta move
So please don't get me wrong
After every trade-off it's time to play by my rules

And I won't let you decide what to aim for
Or what to disregard
This ain't none of your beeswax!
Not a scrap!
If fact your ignorance won't even change a thing
It only makes me motivate myself from deep inside
Instead of hindering me, by mistake you make me rise
I can be king of the world

If you really think, that I would leave here without what I came for...
(I came here to go for the win)
...then I'm afraid I'll have to tell you again:
I won't bury my head in the sand
I would do anything, I would do anything
So please don't offer things that don't mean shit to me
No, you won't break me down
Not for the life of me, not for the life of me

Not for love, nor cash, I'd let you pull the strings
Cause when it comes to dreams I never fool around
You can scratch, you can bite, you can whine like a child
But you won't convince me to give in

Just cause you're loud doesn't mean that you're right
In the end it is still your priority not mine
Your priority not mine

Though I should be the only who knows
I may not be the one to know what's right for me
But every time you tell me not to try
I'm always doing better that I ever did
Seems like I am the only one who cares
Even if it's not the two of us against the world
So if you think that all is said and done
I rather wouldn't have you fighting here with me

This is the time to try
And this ain't the time for a compromise
I'm really begging you
I never wanted anything more than this
I never wanted, I never wanted
Anything more than this
And I would give my heart,
My soul, my everything

6. These Mountains

[Additional vocals by Tyler Carter of Issues]

Never lose faith
It doesn't matter who tells you
That you are not meant to be where you are
It makes no difference
Cause they are just cowards
Who don't understand what your purpose is

But you will prove them wrong
But you will prove them wrong
Don't lose your heart
This is the vision and you are a part of it

And I can be more that this
Even if you still don't have faith in me
I can move these mountains
I don't need your help with this
It's hard enough to realize
That the ones who should trust in you
Will never believe, will never believe,
In your capabilities

This is just like they are
Hypocrites everywhere
Blowing smoke up your ass
While stabbing you in the back

Lately I've been thinking: why am I still doing this to myself?

Block out what they say
It's unrefined talk, anyway
Block out what they say
They don't know shit about me

Don't give a fuck what they say

Every single word you say
Every single word you say
Is an insult to all that I stand for

To be honest I never really gave a shit 'bout you anyway
So why don't you save your breath
I block out what you say
Block out what you say

If this is what we've become
And this is how chapter one ends
The I'll be damned if I turn another page in this book
Don't wanna be your lover
I don't wanna be friends
It's hard enough to realize
That I can move these mountains
With or without you but I will

7. Atlas

This is stretching me out to the limit
I am at risk to break
Under the weight of this
Help me out
Be my tower of strength

In a world that is all about
Taking care of yourself, I doubt
That a single one can make a difference without selling out
And still you're nothing without results
To be someone
You have to stand out of the crowd

In view of the big picture
I'm only a small cog in a big wheel
So how can an individual effect a miracle
Or make a difference at all
Go do the math
Learn to know yourself
Don't bail out
You are designed to succeed in this
Succeed in this!

Now the ball is in your court
Do the math
Don't be pathetic
Show what you're made of

Go ahead
It's your move
Now
Show what you're made of

8. The Life Of Others

[Additional vocals by Shawn Christmas and Jeffrey Wellfare of Capture The Crown]

This might not be a wonder
To anyone else but us
From the moment we signed up for this
We knew it would be tough

This might not be a wonder
To everyone else outside
But the last time we checked we were at the wrong end of the line
But we can make it happen
Cause this time we're not alone
And we're not going back
And we're not going back to the point where we came from

This might not be a wonder
To those who believed in us
When I'm thinking of all the other ones
It only makes me laugh
And I'll never stop

We're never going back to the point where we came from!

9. Disappear

Today I had this vision on my mind of you
And me staring at the sun
And I, I'm pretty sure that all of our dreams are about to
Disappear as if they've never been there

How do you even know how I feel when you never let me in
You don't know what you did to me
And how could you? How should you?

Let me tell you once again
This is not the end
I'm just getting started
I won't tell you this again
Cause it's just the end
Of you and me

Tell me what you want from me now
Cause it's time to get real
You know I've had enough
I don't think you've realized the fact that
Nothing will ever be the same again
Cause you're already too far from me
And I'm already too far away from you

And every picture that reminds me of the things we did
Might disappear with every day you're out of sight, you're out of mind.
And all the memories we shared will never fade away.

10. Brave It Out

This is a fleecy step
On our long-winded avenue to fame
So we don't regret
Receiving one set-back after another
We might be allowed
To smile back at our sheltered lives

A hundred percent are now badly needed
To give your right arm is the name of the game
Brave it out!
We just need to focus
Cause all our dreams are now within our reach

Not leaving this to chance

Decisions are made
And there is no going back
It's anyone's guess
If we make it or not
It's still in the balance
We'll try to fulfill our dreams
And no one will break our will

Don't listen to reason
It will be worth the time
(it will be worth it's while)

Before you can say knife
Brave it out

Together we have to set the hare running
To finally top-out a building
Obeying the voices of our hearts
A new chapter opened we walk this path

We've learned to walk it's time to run
We've learned to walk now it's time to run

Life is what you make it
May no one prove you wrong

Don't leave it to chance







ME IN A MILLION LYRICS