D-Mac Lyrics
"Wishful Thinking"

Rest in peace to all my niggas, and free all of my niggas
Rest in peace to all my niggas, and free all of my niggas

[Hook]
Smoking, drinking, wishful thinking
Yeah, tryina chase away the pain, riding down memory lane
Man they got a nigga smoking, drinking, wishful thinking
Yeah, tryina chase away the pain, riding down memory lane
Shit ain't the same

The streets talking, they told me niggas was at your head
A couple days later y'all was dead
Damn, for that news I just wasn't prepared, man
So used to niggas being scared and I ain't make a phone call
And warn y'all if I did, you'd prolly would of have them hammers on yah
Shit for a week, I had dreams about a king
We lost touch for a month and man it seems I was a day late to holler
Now you no longer here to raise your daughter
Sometimes I say that if I had got your number and called you
Instead of gambling, you'd probably be somewhere with
me, smoking and rambling about
The old days, now I got you on a .
.. just got killed the same time I thought about you all week
At your funeral, your homie spoke
And said the last time y'all talked,
You was telling em about me, damn, rest in peace

[Hook]
Smoking, drinking, wishful thinking
Yeah, tryina chase away the pain, riding down memory lane
Man they got a nigga smoking, drinking, wishful thinking
Yeah, tryina chase away the pain, riding down memory lane
Shit ain't the same

Wish we was in the a that day, my nigga prolly wouldn't have lost his daddy
Wishing ... would have just stay with us up in tally
Cause now he doing 45, Kenny boy did 5 and now he doing more time
Wish me and mikey wasn't out of town
Cause only ...he'd probably be out right now
Wish I could of said there chill fool,
We broke but not today we not gonna rob and steal food
He probably get locked up while I'm getting a deal fool
I ain't scared, I'm just telling you how it is, fool
Sometimes I wish I could have did more, said more
Why all my niggas gotta be dead and the feds fault
But when a nigga out here, it's hard to tell him shit
Wish tony ... was just with him just squash that pety shit
Now I ain't got none of my dogs here to ball with me
Sometimes I close my eyes and visualize you all with me

[Hook]
Smoking, drinking, wishful thinking
Yeah, tryina chase away the pain, riding down memory lane
Man they got a nigga smoking, drinking, wishful thinking
Yeah, tryina chase away the pain, riding down memory lane
Shit ain't the same

Sitting in that nursing home, granny with Alzheimer and hurting bones
Seeing her like that just hurt my soul
Sat there thinking and it hurt to know
I had some nerves tryina heal her with my words
When I chose not to see her, rather hang out on that curve
She was healthy then, seeing her everyday after high-school
She had nothing to give but still try to
I'm wising up, if I could go back
We'd hang twice as much as we did, I hope you know that
Wish aunty Anne was here to see all of her grandkids
Since you left we all sorta be at a stand still
I'm thinking me and Dave gonn be the next Drake and 40
I know you watching from heaven, I know you praying for me
But knowing you, you prolly out there pulling strings
But let's make it to something, I wish you could have seen
Wishful thinking.