Yas Lyrics
"Bad Shodam [English Meaning]"

Motasefane ino yad gereftam nakhandam hata baad az in ke faaz gereftam ba ye joke
Unforunately I've learnt not to laugh even when I find a purpose to after a joke
Ta boland khandidam sari mohkam dastamo gaaz gereftam
Once I laughed loudly, I bit my hand to feel the pain and stop laughing
Fahmidam khe khoob bodanam baztab nadare
I've learnt that my kindness has no reflection
Vojdan ta akhere in dastan sarabe
There is no such thing as a conscience in this story
Fahmidam kababi asare savabe
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Be mohtaj faghad begam ke bazaar kharabeh
To lie to the needy when I can't afford to help them
Fahmidam gonah mitone yeki do rooz adi she
I leant that a person's sins can become normal to them
Hata mahlavintara to yek lahse madi she
And spiritual objects could become materials in one second
Yad gereftam ke takhrib konam
I learnt to destroy people's emotions
Ta ye maroof didam begam velesh konan
And not care for anyone's successes
Yad gereftam ke az hame doram ba to jam konam tabdil be aslahe konam
I learnt to turn on people
Dard o delaro beshnavam o vaghte dava hamoon dard o delashone masghare konam
Listen to their heartbreaks but mock those heartbreaks in an argument
To dele yek shar por az sasaye manfi rahaye makhfi pore khatar
In this world, all these negative people and dead ends are full of danger
Marhaye afi istadi to chaharrahe tadi
You are stood on a crossroad surrounded by snakes
Dargiri
Stuck
Ke sokoot konam o masloomtar sham
Shall i just stay silent
Ejaze bedam hame az room rad shan
And let people walk all over me
Ya besham ye namard ke ba tabiat khodesho beftad be marge adamiat
Or become a coward who's let his disgraceful environment take over him
Nagoo masalaro vakonesh baz
Don't tell me not to react to the problem
Khob mosalameh har koneshi vakonesh dasht
Because for every action there is a reaction
Rood boodam sad shodam
I was a river, I've become a dam
Rooz boodam shab shodam
I was the day, I've become the night
Khoob boodam rad shodam
I was good but I moved on
Va bad shodam
And I became bad
Nasb be nasb khooon be khoon
Generation after generation blood through blood
In beyne ma micharkhe
This will always stay in our lives
Ino khoob bedoom
Know this
Ma mesle domino behem zarbe mizanim
We hurt eachother like dominos
To be man man be oon oon be oo
You to me, me to him, and him to her
Mage khodam kheyr didam
Have I ever seen kindness
Javabe khodam o kheyr midam
I bitterly answer no
Oon ke dasht midid ke daram az beyn miram peyk mizad badmaze meyl mikard
To he who watched me dying, didn't care and wished bad things for me
Ey eezad khodet shahedami
Oh God, you are watching over me
Hes mikonam daram miram to ye chahe amigh
I feel like I'm falling into a deep pit
Ghabool kon defa to in mored varede
Accept that I need to protect myself in this
Manam bad naboodam vali khodet yadete
I was never bad but do you remember
Oon rooze ke vaystade boodam too safe kopon
That day I was stood in the cheap grocery queue
Didam yaroo poshte benz o khafe kopol
I saw a rich obese guy in his Mercedes
Neshesteh bood ye boone birikht
Sat in an ugly suit
Ke az sar ta pash faghad dasht pool mirikht
Money dripping from him, from head to toe
Too oon lahse hes kardam ke rooze mordaname
In that moment I knew it was my day to die
Didam oon ke kenareshe doost dokhtarame
I saw the person sat next to him was my girlfriend
Mano did vali man gharibe boodam
She saw me but I was a stranger to her
Ba hamoon manto ke man khardide boodam
Dressed in the same coat I brought her
In hame to eshgh dadi oonam pah dar shod
You give so much love, and this is what you get
Raft ba hamooni ke avezoone babashe
She left you for a spoilt brat whos still dependant onto his dad
Ye etasebe nahar ye eteraze maman
Lunch every day, and still an apology from his mum
Yani Benz damedare ye papiyoonam balash
I mean, a merdeces at his door with a bow on top
Lafz miyad ke roosh hesab konan
He talks fancy to impress them
Mige mikham be amvale pedar ezaf konam
He says he wants to continue his dads business
Kheili khod sakhtast
He talks too much about himself
Hamoon benzam az babash kharid azam ghes mayi hezar toman
But I know he rented that benz off his dad for free
Gharz kardam ta barat kharj kardam
But im here borrowing money from others just to spend it on you
Man kafe khiaboono barat farsh kardam
I rolled a carpet down when you walked on the street
Man vaseye dashtane to nasv kardam
For you to be mine I made a deal with God
Man to ye fereshte farz kardam
I thought of you as an angel
Man ba tanhayi to ba tanhayi
Now you are not with me and I'm alone
Ke to ra velet mikonam too gooje tanhai
Im leaving you in an alley of loneliness
Too in shahre por neghab
In this world full of fakes
To ba oon bekhab
You sleep with him
Man ba ghorse khab
And me with sleeping pills
Age beporsam oon kie ke bahashi
If I asked you who that guy is
Behem migi ba labkhand
You would laugh and say
"baba oon ke dadashime"
"aah he's like my brother"
Hamoon dadashiya dooshidanet
These "brothers" of yours
Lebaso kandan o to ro pooshidanet
They took off your clothes and wore you
Goftam to kharab mishi oono abad mikoni
I told you his lust will ruin you
To ke aroos nemishi oono damad mikoni
You won't be his bride, he's married to himself
Ey to ke harfat ta in rooz dorooghe
(sigh) everything you said to this day was a lie
Ye too zardi ke hata nimroot do roohe
Even half you're face is two faced
Gofti bar migarde bazam khamesh mikonam
You said "he will come back and I will make him putty in my hands"
Gofti bebakhshid hale khahesh mikonam
You said "sorry, its sorted, please"
Baad az shish saal daraye delet baz shode
You came back to me after 6 years
Vase khodam oomadi ya chon ke yas shodam
Is it because of me or my name
Yas o negahdar faghad vase rap
Leave that name alone, thats my career
Oon be kenar dar asl man yaseram
Put that aside, in reality im Yaser
Oon ke vase esmesh riazat keshide
I've worked hard for this name
Hagh bede poshte mize riasat beshine
I deserve my title
Daram oghdehamo dar miaram
Im annoying you with my stories
Az delam sareto dard miaram
Giving you a headache with my heartache
Mazerat to shad bash man ke naboodam dash
Sorry..you be happy because I was never.. bro
Too in ahang to sange sabooram bash
In this story you were my rock
Albate inam ke harfe jalebe
Actually, this is funny
Ke ma tamame harfamoon hagh be jaleve
How we are entitled to our own opinions
Ma az khoobiamoon dam zadim vagarnah
I keep talking about how I'm a good guy
Manam be kheylia kam badi nakardam
But I too was a not nice person to many people either
Pool dokhtar mogheyatam
Money. Girls. Fame
Khodaye bad nabood o omgh niyatam
It was with good intentions though
Vali bezar baade mileharo havalam konan
But let them talk nonsense about me
Bar ke khali shan o mano halalam konan
Empty themselves and make me pure
Manam yad gereftam inaro az ejtemamoon
I learnt this from society
Be toojih nadare karam eshtebah bood
I have no excuse my behaviour was wrong
Age dard daram boode hagham
If im hurting I deserved it
Lagham ye hesab ketabi boode ke moonde aghab
Anyway, the past is the past
Begzarim inam ba ye dide rootin
Let's leave it
Beshto begoo base bas dikte khoondi
That's enough of this essay
Toam age zendegie ma ra dide boodid
If you would have lived the life I had
To sadta terak sar ta paye ma ra minemoondi
You wouldn't shut up about it either
Vai vase man rap yani dastan
But for me rap means a story
Az oon ke zakhm khord vali baaz vaystad
Of a guy who fell down but stood back up
Are rap yani arman
Yes, rap is motivation
Az zire zamin parvaz be aseman
From the bottom of the earth to the sky
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